The Fiery Cross by Diana Gabaldon
perhaps with the aid of Fergus or Roger Mac-maybe old Arch Bug and Joe Wemyss-but no one else. A great deal safer to keep it small, keep it private ... though since Lyon had suggested the notion, perhaps it was worth a bit of thought. Fergus was no farmer, that was sure; something must be found for him to do, and the Frenchman was well acquainted with the risky business, as they called it, from their time in Edinburgh....
He strolled back to the terrace, pondering, but the sight of his wife erased all thought of whisky from his mind.
Claire had left Stanhope and his cronies, and stood by the buffet table, looking over the delicacies on display with a faint frown upon her broad clear brow, as though puzzled by such surfeit.
He saw Gerald Forbes's eyes rest on her, alight with speculation, and he moved at once by reflex, interposing himself neatly between his wife and the lawyer. He felt the man's eyes slap against his back, and smiled grimly to himself. Mine, corbic, he thought to himself.
"Can ye not decide where to begin, Sassenach?" He reached down and took the empty wineglass from her hand, taking advantage of the movement to come close against her back, feeling the warmth of her through his clothes.
She laughed, and swayed back against him, leaning on his arm. She smelled faintly of rice powder and warm skin, with the scent of rose hips in her hair.
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"I'm not even terribly hungry. I was just counting the jellies and preserves, There are thirty-seven different ones-unless I've missed my count."
He spared a glance for the table, which did indeed hold a bewildering array of silver dishes, porcelain bowls, and wooden platters, groaning with more food than would feed a Hi h1and village for a month. He wasn't hungry, either,
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though. At least not for puddings and savories.
"Well, Ulysses will have seen to that; he wouldna have my aunt's hospitality put to shame."
"No fear of that," she assured him. "Did you see the barbecue pit out back? There are no fewer than three whole oxen roasting on spits out there, and at least a dozen pigs. I didn't even try to count the chickens and ducks. Do you think it's just hospitality, or is your aunt meaning to make a show of what a good job Duncan's done-showing off how profitable River Run is under his management, I meanP"
"I suppose she might," he said, though privately he thought it unlikely that Jocasta's motives were either so thoughtful or so generous in nature. He considered that the lavishness of the present celebration was much more likely owing to her desire to wipe Farquard Campbell's eye, overshadowing the fete he had held at Green River in December, to celebrate his most recent marriage. And speaking of marriage ...
"Here, Sassenach." He deposited her empty glass on a passing tray borne by a servant, and took a full one in return, which he set in her hand.
"Oh, I'm not-" she began, but he forestalled her, taking another glass from the proffered tray and liffing it to her in salute. Her cheeks flushed deeper, and her eyes glowed amber.
"To beauty," he said softly, smiling.
I FELT PLEASANTLY liquid inside, as though belly and limbs were filled with quicksilver. It wasn't all to do,%vith the wine, though that was very good, More the release of tension, after all the worries and conflicts of the day.
It had been a quiet, tender wedding, and while the evening's celebration was likely to be noisy in the extreme-I had heard a number of the younger men plotting vulgar hilarities for the later festivities-I needn't worry about any of that. My own intent had been to enjoy the delightfid supper that had been laid on rhaps take a glass or two more of the excellent wine ... and then find ) pe
Jamie and go to investigate the romantic potential of the stone bench beneath the willows.
Jamie had appeared a trifle prematurely in the program, insofar as I had not yet eaten anything, but I had no objection to rearranging my priorities. There would be plenty of leftovers, after all.
The torchlight burnished him, making hair and brows and skin glow like copper. The rvening breeze had come up, flapping tablecloths and pulling the torch flames into fiery tongues, and it nipped strands of hair from his queue and lashed them across his face. He raised his glass, smiling at me across the rim.
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"To beauty," he said softly, then drank, not taking his eyes off me.
The quicksilver shifted, quivering through my hips and down the backs of my legs.
"To ... ah ... privacy," I replied, with a slight lift of my own glass. Feeling pleasantly reckless, I reached slowly up, and deliberately pulled the ornamented lace from my hair. Half-unpinned, curls fell loose down my back, and I heard someone draw in his breath in shock behind me.
In front of me, Jamie's face went suddenly blank, his eyes fixed on me like a hawk's on a rabbit. I lifted my glass, holding his eyes with mine, and drank, swallowing slowly as I drained it. The scent of black grapes perfumed the inside of my head and the heat of the wine warmed my face, my throat, my breasts, my skin. Jamie moved abruptly to take the empty glass from my hand, his fingers cold and hard on mine.
And then a voice spoke from the candlelit French doors behind him. "Mr. Fraser."
We both started, and the glass fell between us, exploding into shards on the flags of the terrace. Jamie whirled round, his left hand going by reflex to the hilt of his dirk. Then it relaxed, as he saw the silhouetted figure, and he stepped back, mouth twisting in a wry grimace.
Phillip Wylie stepped out into the torchlight. His color was high enough to show through the powder, burning in hectic spots across his cheekbones.
"My friend Stanhope has proposed a table or two of whist this evening," he said. "Will you not join us, Mr. Fraser?"
Jamie gave hLim a long, cool look, and I saw the damaged fingers of his right hand twitch, very slightly. The pulse was throbbing at the side of his neck, but his voice was calm.
"At whist?"
"Yes." Wylie gave a thin smile, sedulously avoiding looking at me. '11hear you are a good hand at the cards, sir." He pursed his lips. "Though of course, we do play for rather high stakes. Perhaps you do not feel that you-"
"I shall be delighted," Jamie said, in a tone of voice that made it perfectly clear that the only thing that would truly have delighted him was the prospect of cramming Phillip Wylie's teeth down his throat.
The teeth in question gleamed briefly.
"Ah. Splendid. I shall ... look forward to the occasion."
"Your servant, sir." Jamie bowed abruptly, then spun on his heel, seized my elbow, and marched off down the terrace, me decorously in tow.
I marched along, keeping step and keeping silence, until we were safely out of earshot. The quicksilver had shot up out of my lower regions, and was rolling nervously up and down my spine, making me feel dangerously unstable.
"Are you quite out of your mind?" I inquired politely. Receiving nothing but a brief snort in reply, I dug in my heels and pulled on his arm to make him stop.
"That was not a rhetorical question," I said, rather more loudly. "Highstakes whist?"
Jamie was indeed an excellent card player. He also knew most of the possible ways of cheating at cards. However, whist was difficult if not impossible to cheat at, and Phillip Wylie also had the reputation of an excellent player-as did
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Stanhope. Beyond this, there remained the fact that Jamie didn't happen to possess any stakes, let alone high ones.
"Ye expect me to allow yon popinjay to trample my honor, and then insult me to my face?" He swung round to face me, glaring.
"I'm sure he didn't mean-" I began, but broke off. It was quite apparent that if Wylie had not intended outright insult, he had meant it as a challengeand to a Scot, the two were likely indistinguishable.
"But you don't have to do it!"
I would have had a much greater effect had I been arguing with the brick wall of the kitchen garden.
"I do," he said stiffly. "I have my pride."
I rubbed a hand over my face in exasperation.
"Yes, and Phillip Wylie plainly knows it! Heard the one about pride going before a fall, have you?"
"I havena the slightest intention of falling," he assured me. "Will ye give me your gold ring?"
My mouth fell open in shock.
"Will I ... my ring?" My fingers went involuntarily to my left hand, and the smooth gold of Frank's wedding band.
He was watching me intently, eyes steady on mine. The torches along the terrace had been lit; the dancing light caught him from the side, throwing the stubborn set of his bones into sharp relief, lighting one eye with burning blue. "I shall need a stake," he said quietly.
"Bloody hell." I swung away from him, and stood staring off the edge of the terrace. The torches on the lawn had been lit, too, and Perseus's white marble buttocks glimmered through the dark.
"I willna lose it," Jamie said behind me. His hand rested on my shoulder, heavy through my shawl. "Or if I do-I shall redeem it. I know ye ... value it."
I twitched my shoulder out from under his hand, and moved a few steps away. My heart was pounding, and my face felt at once clammy and hot, as though I were about to faint.
He didn't speak, or touch me; only stood there, waiting.
"The gold one," I said at last, flatly. "Not the silver?" Not his ring; not his mark of ownership.
"The gold is worth more," he said, and then, after the briefest hesitation, added, "in terms of money."
"I know that." I turned round to face him. The torch flames fluttered in the wind and cast a moving light across his features that made them hard to read. "I meant-hadn't you better take both of them?" My hands were cold and
slippery with sweat; the gold ring came off easily; the silver was tighter, but I twisted it past my knuckle. I took his hand and dropped the two rings clinking into it.
Then I turned and walked away.
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G E R MAD E H I S WAY from the drawing room out onto the ter-
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ound the supper tables. He was hot and sweating and the night air struck coldly refreshing on his face. He paused in the shadows at the end of the terrace, where he could unbutton his waistcoat inconspicuously and flap his shirtfront a bit, letting the cold air inside.
The pine torches that lined the edge of the terrace and the brick paths were flickering in the wind, casting wildly shifting shadows over the mass of celebrants, from which limbs and faces emerged and disappeared in bewildering succession. Fire gleamed off silver and crystal, gold lace and shoe-buckles, earrings and coat buttons. From a distance, it looked as though the assembly were fit by fireffies, winking in and out among the dark mass of rustling fabric. Brianna was not wearing anything reflective, he thought, but she should be easy enough to spot, nonetheless, on account of her height.
He had caught no more than tantalizing glimpses of her during the day; she had been dancing attendance on her aunt, or caring for Jemmy, or engaged in conversation with the-apparently-dozens of people she knew from her earlier sojourn at River Run. He didn't begrudge her the opportunity in t* least; there was precious little society to be had on Fraser's Ridge, and he was pleased to see her enjoying herself.
He'd been having a great time himself; his throat had an agreeably raspy feeling now, from the exertion of prolonged singing, and he had learned three new songs from Seamus Hanlon, safely committed to memory. He'd bowed out at last, and left the little orchestra playing in the drawing room, throbbing away in a steamy haze of effort, sweat, and alcohol.
There she was; he caught the glint of her hair as she came out of the parlor doors, turning back to say something to the woman behind her.
She caught sight of him as she turned back, and her face lit up, touching off a complementary warm glow beneath his rebuttoned waistcoat.
"There you are! I've barely seen you all day. Heard you now and then, though," she added, with a nod toward the open drawing-room doors.
"Oh, aye? Sound all right, did it?" he asked casually, shamelessly fishing for compliments. She grinned and tapped his chestArith her closed fan, mimicking the gesture of an accomplished coquette-which she wasn't.
"Oh, Mrs. MacKenzie," she said, pitching her voice high and through her nose, "your husband's voice is divinity itself! Were I so fortunate, I am sure I should spend hours just drrrinking in the sound of it!"
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He laughed, recognizing Miss Martin, old Miss Bledsoe's young and rather plain companion, who had hung about wide-eyed and sighing while he sang ballads in the afternoon.
"You know you're good," she said, dropping back into her own voice. "You don't need me to tell you."
"Maybe not," he admitted. "Doesn't mean I don't like to hear it, though." "Really? The adulation of the multitudes isn't enough?" She was laughing at him, eyes gone to triangles of amusement.
He didn't know how to answer that, and laughed instead, taking her hand. "D'ye want to dance?" He cocked his head toward the end of the terrace where the French doors to the drawing room stood open, letting out the cheerful strains of "Duke of Perth," then back toward the tables. "Or to eat?"
"Neither. I want to get away from here for a minute; I can hardly breathe." A drop of sweat ran down her neck, glinting red in the torchlight before she swiped it away.
"Great." He took her hand and drew it through his arm, turning toward the herbaceous border that lay beyond the terrace. "I know just the place." "Great. Oh-wait. Maybe I do want something to eat." She lifted a hand
and stopped a slave boy, coming up to the terrace from the cookhouse with a small covered tray from which an appetizing steam wafted into the air. "What's that, Tommy? Can I have some?"
"You have all you want, Miss Bree." He smiled, whipping the napkin away to display a selection of savories. She inhaled beatifically.
"I want them all," she said, taking the tray, to Tommy's amusement. Roger, seizing the chance, murmured his own request to the slave, who nodded, disappeared, and returned within moments with an open bottle of wine and two goblets. Roger took these, and together they wandered down the path that led from the house to the dock, sharing tidbits of news along with the pigeon pies.
"Did you find any of the guests passed out in the shrubbery?" she asked, her words muffled by a mouthful of mushroom pasty. She swallowed, and becarne more distinct. "When Da asked you to go and look this afternoon, I mean."
He snorted briefly, selecting a dumpling made of sausage and dried pumpkin.
"Ken the difference between a Scottish wedding and a Scottish fiineral, do ye? "
"No, what?"
"The fimeral has one less drunk."
She laughed, scattering crumbs, and took a Scotch egg.
"No," he said, steering her skillfully to the right of the dock, and toward the willows. "Ye'll see a few feet sticking out of the bushes now, but this afternoon, they hadn't had the time to get rat-legged yet."
"You have such a way with words," she said appreciatively. "I went and -talked-tothe slaves; all present and accounted for, and mostly sober, too. A couple of thtwomen admitted that Betty does tipple at parties, though."
"To say the least, from what your Da said. Stinking, he described her as, and I gather he didn I't, meaIn only drunk." Something small and dark leaped out of his path. Frog; he could hear them piping away in the grove.
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"Mmm. Mama said she seemed to be okay later on, in spite of Dr. Fentiman insisting on bleeding her." She gave a small shudder, drawing her shawl round her shoulders one-handed. "He gives me the creeps, the Doctor. He looks like a little goblin or something, and he's got the clammiest hands I ever felt. And he smells terrible, speaking of stinking."
"I haven't had the pleasure yet," Roger said, amused. "Come on." He pushed aside the hanging veil of willow branches, alert lest he disturb some courting couple that had beaten them to the stone bench, but all was well. Everyone was up at the house, dancing, eating, drinking, and planning a later serenade of the wedding pair. Better Duncan and Jocasta than us, he thought, rolling his eyes inwardly at some of the things he'd heard suggested. Another time, he might have been interested to see a shivaree, and trace all the roots of it from French and Highland customs-but not bloody now.
It was suddenly quiet under the willows, most of the noise from the house drowned by the rushing of water and the monotonous chirping of frogs. It was also dark as midnight, and Brianna felt carefully for the bench, in order to set down her tray.
Roger shut his eyes hard and counted to thirty; when he opened them, he could at least make out her form, silhouetted against the dim light that filtered through the willows, and the horizontal line of the bench. He set down the glasses and poured out the wine, the neck of the bottle chinking faintly against the goblets as he felt his way.
He put out a hand and ran it down her arm, locating her hand in order to put the full goblet safely into it. He raised his own glass in salute.
"To beauty," he said, letting the smile show in his voice.
"To privacy," she said, returning the toast, and drank. "Oh, that's good," she said, a moment later, sounding slightly dreamy. "I haven't had wine in ... a year? No, nearly two. Not since before Jernmy was born. In fact, not since . ." her voice stopped abruptly, then resumed, more slowly. "Not since our first wedding night. In Wilmington, remember."
"I remember." He reached out and cupped a hand roundter cheek, tracing the bones of her face softly with his thumb. It was no wonder that she thought of that night now. They had begun it there, under the drooping branches of a huge horse-chestnut tree, that had sheltered them from the noise and light of a nearby tavern. Their present situation was oddly and movingly reminiscent of that dark and private secrecy, the two of them amid the smell of leaves and nearby water-the nearby racket of lust-crazed tree frogs replacing the tavern noises.
That had been a hot night, though, thick and humid enough that flesh melted to flesh. Now it was cold enough that his body yearned f
or the warmth of hers, and the scent that enclosed them was the spring smell of green leaves and running river, not the musty smell of leaf-liner and mudflats.
"Do you think they'll sleep together?" Brianna asked. She sounded slightly breathless; perhaps it was the wine.
"Who? Oh, Jocasta, ye mean, and Duncan? Why not? They'll be married." He drained his own glass and set it down, the glass chiming f
aintly on the stone.
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"it was a beautiful wedding, wasn't it?" She didn't resist as he took the glass from her hand and set it down with his own. "Quiet, but awfully nice."
"Aye, very nice." He kissed her, softly, and held her close against him. He could feel the back lacing of her gown, crisscrossed under the thin knitted shawl.
I'Mmm. You taste good."
"Oh, aye, like sausages and wine. So do you." His hand twitched up the edge of the shawl, getting beneath and filmbling for the end of the lace, somewhere down near the small of her back. She pressed against him, making it easier. old as they "Will we still want to make love, do you think, when we're as
are?" she murmured in his ear.
411 will," he assured her, getting hold of the small bow that secured the lace. "I hope you will, too; I shouldna like to have to do it alone."
She laughed, and took a deep breath, her back swelling suddenly as the tight lacing came loose. There were the stays underneath, too, though, damn it. He used both hands, looking for the inner lacings, and she arched her back helpfully, which made her breasts swell up into sight just below his chin. The sight made him take one hand off her back, to deal with this new and delightfill development.
"I haven't got my ... I mean, I didn't bring. She pulled back a little, sounding dubious.
"Yelve taken the seeds today, though?" Away to hell with pizza and loo-paper, he thought; at the moment, he'd trade all prospects of indoor plumbing for a rubber condom.
"Yes." She still sounded doubtful, though, and he gritted his teeth, taking a firmer hold on her, as though she might bolt.
"It's all right," he whispered, nuzzling his way down the side of her neck
He strolled back to the terrace, pondering, but the sight of his wife erased all thought of whisky from his mind.
Claire had left Stanhope and his cronies, and stood by the buffet table, looking over the delicacies on display with a faint frown upon her broad clear brow, as though puzzled by such surfeit.
He saw Gerald Forbes's eyes rest on her, alight with speculation, and he moved at once by reflex, interposing himself neatly between his wife and the lawyer. He felt the man's eyes slap against his back, and smiled grimly to himself. Mine, corbic, he thought to himself.
"Can ye not decide where to begin, Sassenach?" He reached down and took the empty wineglass from her hand, taking advantage of the movement to come close against her back, feeling the warmth of her through his clothes.
She laughed, and swayed back against him, leaning on his arm. She smelled faintly of rice powder and warm skin, with the scent of rose hips in her hair.
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"I'm not even terribly hungry. I was just counting the jellies and preserves, There are thirty-seven different ones-unless I've missed my count."
He spared a glance for the table, which did indeed hold a bewildering array of silver dishes, porcelain bowls, and wooden platters, groaning with more food than would feed a Hi h1and village for a month. He wasn't hungry, either,
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though. At least not for puddings and savories.
"Well, Ulysses will have seen to that; he wouldna have my aunt's hospitality put to shame."
"No fear of that," she assured him. "Did you see the barbecue pit out back? There are no fewer than three whole oxen roasting on spits out there, and at least a dozen pigs. I didn't even try to count the chickens and ducks. Do you think it's just hospitality, or is your aunt meaning to make a show of what a good job Duncan's done-showing off how profitable River Run is under his management, I meanP"
"I suppose she might," he said, though privately he thought it unlikely that Jocasta's motives were either so thoughtful or so generous in nature. He considered that the lavishness of the present celebration was much more likely owing to her desire to wipe Farquard Campbell's eye, overshadowing the fete he had held at Green River in December, to celebrate his most recent marriage. And speaking of marriage ...
"Here, Sassenach." He deposited her empty glass on a passing tray borne by a servant, and took a full one in return, which he set in her hand.
"Oh, I'm not-" she began, but he forestalled her, taking another glass from the proffered tray and liffing it to her in salute. Her cheeks flushed deeper, and her eyes glowed amber.
"To beauty," he said softly, smiling.
I FELT PLEASANTLY liquid inside, as though belly and limbs were filled with quicksilver. It wasn't all to do,%vith the wine, though that was very good, More the release of tension, after all the worries and conflicts of the day.
It had been a quiet, tender wedding, and while the evening's celebration was likely to be noisy in the extreme-I had heard a number of the younger men plotting vulgar hilarities for the later festivities-I needn't worry about any of that. My own intent had been to enjoy the delightfid supper that had been laid on rhaps take a glass or two more of the excellent wine ... and then find ) pe
Jamie and go to investigate the romantic potential of the stone bench beneath the willows.
Jamie had appeared a trifle prematurely in the program, insofar as I had not yet eaten anything, but I had no objection to rearranging my priorities. There would be plenty of leftovers, after all.
The torchlight burnished him, making hair and brows and skin glow like copper. The rvening breeze had come up, flapping tablecloths and pulling the torch flames into fiery tongues, and it nipped strands of hair from his queue and lashed them across his face. He raised his glass, smiling at me across the rim.
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"To beauty," he said softly, then drank, not taking his eyes off me.
The quicksilver shifted, quivering through my hips and down the backs of my legs.
"To ... ah ... privacy," I replied, with a slight lift of my own glass. Feeling pleasantly reckless, I reached slowly up, and deliberately pulled the ornamented lace from my hair. Half-unpinned, curls fell loose down my back, and I heard someone draw in his breath in shock behind me.
In front of me, Jamie's face went suddenly blank, his eyes fixed on me like a hawk's on a rabbit. I lifted my glass, holding his eyes with mine, and drank, swallowing slowly as I drained it. The scent of black grapes perfumed the inside of my head and the heat of the wine warmed my face, my throat, my breasts, my skin. Jamie moved abruptly to take the empty glass from my hand, his fingers cold and hard on mine.
And then a voice spoke from the candlelit French doors behind him. "Mr. Fraser."
We both started, and the glass fell between us, exploding into shards on the flags of the terrace. Jamie whirled round, his left hand going by reflex to the hilt of his dirk. Then it relaxed, as he saw the silhouetted figure, and he stepped back, mouth twisting in a wry grimace.
Phillip Wylie stepped out into the torchlight. His color was high enough to show through the powder, burning in hectic spots across his cheekbones.
"My friend Stanhope has proposed a table or two of whist this evening," he said. "Will you not join us, Mr. Fraser?"
Jamie gave hLim a long, cool look, and I saw the damaged fingers of his right hand twitch, very slightly. The pulse was throbbing at the side of his neck, but his voice was calm.
"At whist?"
"Yes." Wylie gave a thin smile, sedulously avoiding looking at me. '11hear you are a good hand at the cards, sir." He pursed his lips. "Though of course, we do play for rather high stakes. Perhaps you do not feel that you-"
"I shall be delighted," Jamie said, in a tone of voice that made it perfectly clear that the only thing that would truly have delighted him was the prospect of cramming Phillip Wylie's teeth down his throat.
The teeth in question gleamed briefly.
"Ah. Splendid. I shall ... look forward to the occasion."
"Your servant, sir." Jamie bowed abruptly, then spun on his heel, seized my elbow, and marched off down the terrace, me decorously in tow.
I marched along, keeping step and keeping silence, until we were safely out of earshot. The quicksilver had shot up out of my lower regions, and was rolling nervously up and down my spine, making me feel dangerously unstable.
"Are you quite out of your mind?" I inquired politely. Receiving nothing but a brief snort in reply, I dug in my heels and pulled on his arm to make him stop.
"That was not a rhetorical question," I said, rather more loudly. "Highstakes whist?"
Jamie was indeed an excellent card player. He also knew most of the possible ways of cheating at cards. However, whist was difficult if not impossible to cheat at, and Phillip Wylie also had the reputation of an excellent player-as did
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Stanhope. Beyond this, there remained the fact that Jamie didn't happen to possess any stakes, let alone high ones.
"Ye expect me to allow yon popinjay to trample my honor, and then insult me to my face?" He swung round to face me, glaring.
"I'm sure he didn't mean-" I began, but broke off. It was quite apparent that if Wylie had not intended outright insult, he had meant it as a challengeand to a Scot, the two were likely indistinguishable.
"But you don't have to do it!"
I would have had a much greater effect had I been arguing with the brick wall of the kitchen garden.
"I do," he said stiffly. "I have my pride."
I rubbed a hand over my face in exasperation.
"Yes, and Phillip Wylie plainly knows it! Heard the one about pride going before a fall, have you?"
"I havena the slightest intention of falling," he assured me. "Will ye give me your gold ring?"
My mouth fell open in shock.
"Will I ... my ring?" My fingers went involuntarily to my left hand, and the smooth gold of Frank's wedding band.
He was watching me intently, eyes steady on mine. The torches along the terrace had been lit; the dancing light caught him from the side, throwing the stubborn set of his bones into sharp relief, lighting one eye with burning blue. "I shall need a stake," he said quietly.
"Bloody hell." I swung away from him, and stood staring off the edge of the terrace. The torches on the lawn had been lit, too, and Perseus's white marble buttocks glimmered through the dark.
"I willna lose it," Jamie said behind me. His hand rested on my shoulder, heavy through my shawl. "Or if I do-I shall redeem it. I know ye ... value it."
I twitched my shoulder out from under his hand, and moved a few steps away. My heart was pounding, and my face felt at once clammy and hot, as though I were about to faint.
He didn't speak, or touch me; only stood there, waiting.
"The gold one," I said at last, flatly. "Not the silver?" Not his ring; not his mark of ownership.
"The gold is worth more," he said, and then, after the briefest hesitation, added, "in terms of money."
"I know that." I turned round to face him. The torch flames fluttered in the wind and cast a moving light across his features that made them hard to read. "I meant-hadn't you better take both of them?" My hands were cold and
slippery with sweat; the gold ring came off easily; the silver was tighter, but I twisted it past my knuckle. I took his hand and dropped the two rings clinking into it.
Then I turned and walked away.
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G E R MAD E H I S WAY from the drawing room out onto the ter-
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ound the supper tables. He was hot and sweating and the night air struck coldly refreshing on his face. He paused in the shadows at the end of the terrace, where he could unbutton his waistcoat inconspicuously and flap his shirtfront a bit, letting the cold air inside.
The pine torches that lined the edge of the terrace and the brick paths were flickering in the wind, casting wildly shifting shadows over the mass of celebrants, from which limbs and faces emerged and disappeared in bewildering succession. Fire gleamed off silver and crystal, gold lace and shoe-buckles, earrings and coat buttons. From a distance, it looked as though the assembly were fit by fireffies, winking in and out among the dark mass of rustling fabric. Brianna was not wearing anything reflective, he thought, but she should be easy enough to spot, nonetheless, on account of her height.
He had caught no more than tantalizing glimpses of her during the day; she had been dancing attendance on her aunt, or caring for Jemmy, or engaged in conversation with the-apparently-dozens of people she knew from her earlier sojourn at River Run. He didn't begrudge her the opportunity in t* least; there was precious little society to be had on Fraser's Ridge, and he was pleased to see her enjoying herself.
He'd been having a great time himself; his throat had an agreeably raspy feeling now, from the exertion of prolonged singing, and he had learned three new songs from Seamus Hanlon, safely committed to memory. He'd bowed out at last, and left the little orchestra playing in the drawing room, throbbing away in a steamy haze of effort, sweat, and alcohol.
There she was; he caught the glint of her hair as she came out of the parlor doors, turning back to say something to the woman behind her.
She caught sight of him as she turned back, and her face lit up, touching off a complementary warm glow beneath his rebuttoned waistcoat.
"There you are! I've barely seen you all day. Heard you now and then, though," she added, with a nod toward the open drawing-room doors.
"Oh, aye? Sound all right, did it?" he asked casually, shamelessly fishing for compliments. She grinned and tapped his chestArith her closed fan, mimicking the gesture of an accomplished coquette-which she wasn't.
"Oh, Mrs. MacKenzie," she said, pitching her voice high and through her nose, "your husband's voice is divinity itself! Were I so fortunate, I am sure I should spend hours just drrrinking in the sound of it!"
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He laughed, recognizing Miss Martin, old Miss Bledsoe's young and rather plain companion, who had hung about wide-eyed and sighing while he sang ballads in the afternoon.
"You know you're good," she said, dropping back into her own voice. "You don't need me to tell you."
"Maybe not," he admitted. "Doesn't mean I don't like to hear it, though." "Really? The adulation of the multitudes isn't enough?" She was laughing at him, eyes gone to triangles of amusement.
He didn't know how to answer that, and laughed instead, taking her hand. "D'ye want to dance?" He cocked his head toward the end of the terrace where the French doors to the drawing room stood open, letting out the cheerful strains of "Duke of Perth," then back toward the tables. "Or to eat?"
"Neither. I want to get away from here for a minute; I can hardly breathe." A drop of sweat ran down her neck, glinting red in the torchlight before she swiped it away.
"Great." He took her hand and drew it through his arm, turning toward the herbaceous border that lay beyond the terrace. "I know just the place." "Great. Oh-wait. Maybe I do want something to eat." She lifted a hand
and stopped a slave boy, coming up to the terrace from the cookhouse with a small covered tray from which an appetizing steam wafted into the air. "What's that, Tommy? Can I have some?"
"You have all you want, Miss Bree." He smiled, whipping the napkin away to display a selection of savories. She inhaled beatifically.
"I want them all," she said, taking the tray, to Tommy's amusement. Roger, seizing the chance, murmured his own request to the slave, who nodded, disappeared, and returned within moments with an open bottle of wine and two goblets. Roger took these, and together they wandered down the path that led from the house to the dock, sharing tidbits of news along with the pigeon pies.
"Did you find any of the guests passed out in the shrubbery?" she asked, her words muffled by a mouthful of mushroom pasty. She swallowed, and becarne more distinct. "When Da asked you to go and look this afternoon, I mean."
He snorted briefly, selecting a dumpling made of sausage and dried pumpkin.
"Ken the difference between a Scottish wedding and a Scottish fiineral, do ye? "
"No, what?"
"The fimeral has one less drunk."
She laughed, scattering crumbs, and took a Scotch egg.
"No," he said, steering her skillfully to the right of the dock, and toward the willows. "Ye'll see a few feet sticking out of the bushes now, but this afternoon, they hadn't had the time to get rat-legged yet."
"You have such a way with words," she said appreciatively. "I went and -talked-tothe slaves; all present and accounted for, and mostly sober, too. A couple of thtwomen admitted that Betty does tipple at parties, though."
"To say the least, from what your Da said. Stinking, he described her as, and I gather he didn I't, meaIn only drunk." Something small and dark leaped out of his path. Frog; he could hear them piping away in the grove.
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"Mmm. Mama said she seemed to be okay later on, in spite of Dr. Fentiman insisting on bleeding her." She gave a small shudder, drawing her shawl round her shoulders one-handed. "He gives me the creeps, the Doctor. He looks like a little goblin or something, and he's got the clammiest hands I ever felt. And he smells terrible, speaking of stinking."
"I haven't had the pleasure yet," Roger said, amused. "Come on." He pushed aside the hanging veil of willow branches, alert lest he disturb some courting couple that had beaten them to the stone bench, but all was well. Everyone was up at the house, dancing, eating, drinking, and planning a later serenade of the wedding pair. Better Duncan and Jocasta than us, he thought, rolling his eyes inwardly at some of the things he'd heard suggested. Another time, he might have been interested to see a shivaree, and trace all the roots of it from French and Highland customs-but not bloody now.
It was suddenly quiet under the willows, most of the noise from the house drowned by the rushing of water and the monotonous chirping of frogs. It was also dark as midnight, and Brianna felt carefully for the bench, in order to set down her tray.
Roger shut his eyes hard and counted to thirty; when he opened them, he could at least make out her form, silhouetted against the dim light that filtered through the willows, and the horizontal line of the bench. He set down the glasses and poured out the wine, the neck of the bottle chinking faintly against the goblets as he felt his way.
He put out a hand and ran it down her arm, locating her hand in order to put the full goblet safely into it. He raised his own glass in salute.
"To beauty," he said, letting the smile show in his voice.
"To privacy," she said, returning the toast, and drank. "Oh, that's good," she said, a moment later, sounding slightly dreamy. "I haven't had wine in ... a year? No, nearly two. Not since before Jernmy was born. In fact, not since . ." her voice stopped abruptly, then resumed, more slowly. "Not since our first wedding night. In Wilmington, remember."
"I remember." He reached out and cupped a hand roundter cheek, tracing the bones of her face softly with his thumb. It was no wonder that she thought of that night now. They had begun it there, under the drooping branches of a huge horse-chestnut tree, that had sheltered them from the noise and light of a nearby tavern. Their present situation was oddly and movingly reminiscent of that dark and private secrecy, the two of them amid the smell of leaves and nearby water-the nearby racket of lust-crazed tree frogs replacing the tavern noises.
That had been a hot night, though, thick and humid enough that flesh melted to flesh. Now it was cold enough that his body yearned f
or the warmth of hers, and the scent that enclosed them was the spring smell of green leaves and running river, not the musty smell of leaf-liner and mudflats.
"Do you think they'll sleep together?" Brianna asked. She sounded slightly breathless; perhaps it was the wine.
"Who? Oh, Jocasta, ye mean, and Duncan? Why not? They'll be married." He drained his own glass and set it down, the glass chiming f
aintly on the stone.
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"it was a beautiful wedding, wasn't it?" She didn't resist as he took the glass from her hand and set it down with his own. "Quiet, but awfully nice."
"Aye, very nice." He kissed her, softly, and held her close against him. He could feel the back lacing of her gown, crisscrossed under the thin knitted shawl.
I'Mmm. You taste good."
"Oh, aye, like sausages and wine. So do you." His hand twitched up the edge of the shawl, getting beneath and filmbling for the end of the lace, somewhere down near the small of her back. She pressed against him, making it easier. old as they "Will we still want to make love, do you think, when we're as
are?" she murmured in his ear.
411 will," he assured her, getting hold of the small bow that secured the lace. "I hope you will, too; I shouldna like to have to do it alone."
She laughed, and took a deep breath, her back swelling suddenly as the tight lacing came loose. There were the stays underneath, too, though, damn it. He used both hands, looking for the inner lacings, and she arched her back helpfully, which made her breasts swell up into sight just below his chin. The sight made him take one hand off her back, to deal with this new and delightfill development.
"I haven't got my ... I mean, I didn't bring. She pulled back a little, sounding dubious.
"Yelve taken the seeds today, though?" Away to hell with pizza and loo-paper, he thought; at the moment, he'd trade all prospects of indoor plumbing for a rubber condom.
"Yes." She still sounded doubtful, though, and he gritted his teeth, taking a firmer hold on her, as though she might bolt.
"It's all right," he whispered, nuzzling his way down the side of her neck